travels

i have no idea what the fuck to write
but i'm not gonna write about you
i'm gonna write about me
about groups and me
about how they dump me before i even realize
how they change in my face and i don't realize
how at first everybody loves me and
then in a space of 3 months, i'm hated like fuck
how i cannot write more than 5 lines at day
but if i use my conscience like a freefall
could be more lines a day
but i don't really care, i don't really fucking care
because i so goddam different
no one has the guts to know me
the real me
the one who wrote this

a stupid lie