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i will go to the point of total extraction
i will go to the point of "nothing there"
dreaming about you in foreign hotels
dreaming about you in a notified rapture

i'd rather have you in my inbox than in my subconscience
because she is a cruel lesbian playing with my mind
i'd rather have you playing politics with my enemy
because at the end you would kill me inside my mind

writing this while i expell all my toxins
writing this while i broke my list
hoping no one read this quick
hoping no more explanations to allah


i'd rather have you in my inbox than in my subconscience
because she is a cruel lesbian playing with my mind
i'd rather have you playing politics with my enemy
because at the end you would kill me inside my mind

as every sunday you come as a warm wind
as a dead tree, as a kite
and every spring you go like a candle
like a wet hope, like my life...
i have no idea what the fuck to write
but i'm not gonna write about you
i'm gonna write about me
about groups and me
about how they dump me before i even realize
how they change in my face and i don't realize
how at first everybody loves me and
then in a space of 3 months, i'm hated like fuck
how i cannot write more than 5 lines at day
but if i use my conscience like a freefall
could be more lines a day
but i don't really care, i don't really fucking care
because i so goddam different
no one has the guts to know me
the real me
the one who wrote this

a stupid lie